Le Siigh
That feeling you get when you've liked someone for so long... fades away...
Like, it's been complicated for me.
I try not to like him, because I obviously don't have a chance, plus, I feel like he's awkward about it. But at the same time, I want to like him, the feeling you get when you like someone.... When your heart beats faster and you feel all warm inside...
I like that feeling...
Buuut, liking someone so exhausting for me...
First, I tend to follow them around. I'm just clingy like that. I try to impress them whenever I'm around then. Then I ask them if they like me back, few weeks, or months after I befriended them. I have to face that fact that I never had a chance in the first place. :DD
Meehhh, maybe I should just give up on this whole lovey-dovey stuff. :U
Venting
IT is starting to piss me off...
I did ONE thing and IT hates my guts now?
IT hurted me first!
I actually wanted to be friends after IT and I parted, but now IT treats me like I'm nothing!!
IT and I would have those nice moments when we talk like just friends...
But then the next day, IT acts like our conversation was nothing!
IT treats me like I'm nothing!!
I kinda wanna hurt IT in the neck with a fork.
But IT so far away...
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//head desk//
Nyaaaaaahaahah
Kaaaay, I don't really know how to blog, I've been told it's like a journal.
Sooooooo.
Dear Journal...
I'm not go all formal on you. I'm just gonna talk to you as if you're like my other journal.... Yaah
I know this is a sucky first entry.
Kay don't judge, I'm beautiful like that.
Sooooo what to talk about...
Oh!
Topic: Christmas
So yah, I've notice I'm getting less presents each year... Ehh, it doesn't bother me that much. I mean it's not like my relatives forgot about me... //cries in corner// Anyway, I'll make up for it on mah bee-dai. Hurrhurr
I actually wanted a 3Ds for Christmas, but nooooo. My iPod that my sister gave to me back in SEPTEMBER counts as my Christmas present. I was gonna talk about it, but my mauder guilt me into it. She said that she never gets anything for herself for Christmas. So I just let it slide.
I'm coming for you 3Ds...
Lul
Ummm...
hmm...
hnngh...
//explodes//
Just to let you know, I will go off topic. I'm just random like dat. You love me anyway.
Kaaay, sooo hmmm... How should I end this...
//insert lightbulb//
Ending this like I do in my written journals, in either quotes or fvourite song lyics...
~heehee
#Hashtag
"Loving him was like read"
-Red, Taylor Swift
~Franneeeeeeeeeeee
Btw, I use mobile alot, so I may be publishing very often. That is, IF my life isn't boring.
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