Le Siigh

That feeling you get when you've liked someone for so long... fades away...

Like, it's been complicated for me.

I try not to like him, because I obviously don't have a chance, plus, I feel like he's awkward about it. But at the same time, I want to like him, the feeling you get when you like someone.... When your heart beats faster and you feel all warm inside...

I like that feeling...

Buuut, liking someone so exhausting for me...

First, I tend to follow them around. I'm just clingy like that. I try to impress them whenever I'm around then. Then I ask them if they like me back, few weeks, or months after I befriended them. I have to face that fact that I never had a chance in the first place. :DD

Meehhh, maybe I should just give up on this whole lovey-dovey stuff. :U